i should cut for whining, but.

[soundczechfic]

I'm supposed to be writing this essay that is due tomorrow. It has to be 4000 words. I have written 1200 and not researched enough. And can't pay attention. After it is finished I have to write another that is due Monday, but is Melissa's birthday Sunday so I have to finish it by Saturday. At some point I have to clean disgusting house too as mother coming home from Taiwan. Why, then, am I watching angsty akame vids and not doing homework?

I made pasta for dinner and put too much garlic in it and now I have a garlic headache. I know that sounds dumb but whenever I eat too much garlic I get a headache. Perhaps I am allergic. Perhaps I should not put two cloves of garlic in something that is only intended to serve one.

My recent LJ entries should serve to show everybody why I do not usually post too often. Nothing happens in my life. At the moment I've been really angsty. Post thesis depression and the strain of having to do these other essays. Which should really be easy essays, if I could just make myself focus.

I love songvids. I really do. That second one is probably one of my favourite songvids of all time, I watch it whenever I'm annoyed and it makes me briefly not annoyed. NINJA NINJA.

I've been thinking about writing a lot lately. Last year I started this novel for a class that I'd really kind of like to finish. I wonder how much of my desire to write is just the fact that I don't want to write academic shit though. I'm worried I'll lose the urge the second uni is over.

I've been getting retardedly angry over little things this week. I feel crotchety and uncomfortable like a grumpy old man. When I say 'little things', I mean things that aren't even things. Today I fumed for like fifteen minutes because some of the tables were different at QV, but not all of them. And I couldn't figure out why. WHAT IS THE MEANING OF THIS???? I thought to myself. The other thing that drew my ire was FIFTEEN FUCKING GIRLS IN FUCKING DRESSES AND HATS BUYING TICKETS AT THE MACHINE AT MY STATION THIS MORNING, ON THEIR WAY TO OAKS. I HAD TO STAND IN LINE BEHIND THEM WAITING TO USE THE MACHINE. THEY KEPT COMPLAINING ABOUT BEING COLD, I WAS LIKE, NO SHIT, WEARING A BOOB TUBE DRESS WHEN IT IS STILL PRACTICALLY WINTER OUTSIDE.

This should show you how calm and balanced I have been lately.

I uploaded an amazing song for everybody. KAT-TUN - ONE ON ONE. jpop warning. and asian rap warning, lol. This song makes me so retardedly happy. I'm so impressed by beatboxers because I don't understand how they do it. Especially Nakamaru. It's this mysterious skill he has and I don't get how he came by it. HOW DID HE LEARN SUCH A MARVEL.

Whenever I watch jpop clips I think about grumpy old Marxist academics like Theodor Adorno and think about how much it would distress them. I think that makes me love it more.

My house is literally disgusting right now. I said to Melissa a couple weeks ago that if I had kids, right now they'd be taken away from me. She thought I was joking, but I wasn't. It's gotten so much worse since then too. The other day I found clothing I literally forgot I owned because I unearthed it from behind my hamper.

I just watched this for the first time in a while. I love Mike. Why would anyone make him angsty. T_T. He still looks like Kate Moennig.

At the rate I'm working, I will clearly be up all night doing homework. YAYFACE.

Does anybody have any tv or movie recs for when I finally finish uni? I literally plan not to leave the house except for brief relocations to friend's houses where I will continue sitting on my ass watching tv.

This is the whiniest post ever, it's killing me. I can't wait until uni is over and I go back to being sane again. Apparently the people around me have also been getting progressively more insane and I haven't even noticed because I NEVER SEE ANYBODY.

Comments

[soundczech.livejournal.com]

You obviously have never seen Australian tv. Shows to DL.

[eleveninches.livejournal.com]

lies. i've totally seen neighbours.

i recommend nip/tuck and dexter. sam will back me up.

[soundczech.livejournal.com]

nip/tuck is on my list! My mother was watching it a while ago, my rage when I would come home from studying and find her on the couch watching episode after episode. It was like she'd stolen my life.

[eleveninches.livejournal.com]

sdfhgsdfh i got my mom hooked on vmars last summer. she was all, "i can't believe it was aaron. man. i totally thought it was duncan," for, like, weeks. when the s2 dvds come out i'm going to make her buy them for me.

dexter is in the same vein as nip/tuck imo. it's insane and hilarious and about bad, bad people you can't help to love. the main character, dexter (david from six feet under) is a csi during the day and a serial killer at night. a serial killer with standards. darla from buffy and angel is his nice girlfriend.

[soundczech.livejournal.com]

sldkfj my entire family has seen more than their fair share of VM after this year, I think they're all thoroughly sick of it. I rewatched the entire first season last November while my dad was on holiday, he kept loitering around pretending not to watch it and then getting upset when I watched eps while he wasn't around.

I've heard a lot about Dexter. I didn't know Julie Benz was in it though.

[soundczech.livejournal.com]

also neighbours is an affront to humanity

[eleveninches.livejournal.com]

what was the show about the cops? water-something.

[soundczech.livejournal.com]

Water Rats. They weren't just cops, they were HARBOUR COPS, basically an excuse to show Sydney Harbour Bridge in the background in every scene. Australia loves retarded cop shows. There's this one set in rural Victoria called Blue Heelers. I hate it so much. Everyone in it is so boring and Australian.

[eleveninches.livejournal.com]

i love stupid cop shows. it's insane. when i lived in london i used to watch the bill and it was seriously awful, but i watched it every day. over the summer all i ever watch on tv is cartoons and law and order. i was talking to someone the other day whose girlfriend is a forensics person for a crime lab and i was like, YOU HAVE THE BEST GIRLFRIEND ON THE FACE OF THE EARTH, and i don't know anything about her. i'm trying to think if there are any canadian cop shows. there's da vinci's inquest, but it's like a poor man's csi.

also, i have class in 5 hours. i hate myself.

[soundczech.livejournal.com]

I find them really boring until I'm in the mood, when I love them. I usually enjoy CSI though because science is like magic to me.

five hours D: i understand. my essay is due in less than 24 alkjd.

[samenashi.livejournal.com]

BLUE HEELERS MADE MY MUM SO ANGRY. WHEN IT ENDED I THOUGHT SHE WAS GOING TO HAVE A FIT OF JOY. THE ONLY THING THAT MAKES HER ANGRIER IS THIS IS YOUR LIFE.