I seriously got halfway through this and said "FUCK FITZ" out loud because owwwww.
“It’s not my job to make you feel better anymore,” Kame says. He picks the leashes up off his knee and starts slowly winding them around his hand, around his wrist, like Jin’s seen Ueda do with his boxing bandages.
Uggh. like. ok yes part of me actually genuinely wants kame to tell jin this, to make him realise that he isn't jin's keeper, but the other part of me just aches.
can i just say too how much i love your jin characterisation? i love that you go further than him just being a dumb douche bag, and actually give us clear insights into him as a person. this part in particular sums him up perfectly for me;
Jin can only hold a grudge as long as it’s not reciprocated; the second it seems like the other person might really hate him back he can’t take it anymore. He knows this about himself, but it doesn’t stop him from feuding with nearly everyone he knows and feeling devastated when they take his bait.
AND THE COMMENT ABOUT KAME BEING NOTHING MORE THAN A COLLEAGUE. FUCK YOU JIN FOR TELLING ALL YOUR DOUCHE AMERICAN FANS THIS :|
Jin's heart seizes at that too; their perfect empire, crumbling into shit. It surprises him how much he still cares; he's spent so long trying to make his break for freedom that he's forgotten that there was a time when this band meant everything to him.
you've officially made me into an emotional wreck fitz. god god goddd.
He pauses and hovers as he waits for Kame’s explanation, a little afraid he’s about to bind himself to some kind of sentimental KAT-TUN anniversary tour in 25 years or something.
GOD CAN YOU IMAGINE. THEY'D BE OLD BUT STILL AMAZING.
fuck fuck. i really want idek fic now where kt go on and become legends and prove all the fans that say they can't make it without jin wrong. wish i could bribe someone to start a kt appreciation post. just somewhere where people can still show their love and support for them.
i'm going to go watch some buzzer beat now and hope yamapi's fish face will help.
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Uggh. like. ok yes part of me actually genuinely wants kame to tell jin this, to make him realise that he isn't jin's keeper, but the other part of me just aches.
can i just say too how much i love your jin characterisation? i love that you go further than him just being a dumb douche bag, and actually give us clear insights into him as a person. this part in particular sums him up perfectly for me;
AND THE COMMENT ABOUT KAME BEING NOTHING MORE THAN A COLLEAGUE. FUCK YOU JIN FOR TELLING ALL YOUR DOUCHE AMERICAN FANS THIS :|
you've officially made me into an emotional wreck fitz. god god goddd.
GOD CAN YOU IMAGINE. THEY'D BE OLD BUT STILL AMAZING.
fuck fuck. i really want idek fic now where kt go on and become legends and prove all the fans that say they can't make it without jin wrong. wish i could bribe someone to start a kt appreciation post. just somewhere where people can still show their love and support for them.
i'm going to go watch some buzzer beat now and hope yamapi's fish face will help.